"Catharsis" lyrics

I found what I love and I'm letting it kill me
What use is a heart if it's not dying slowly?
Passion ain't passion if you are still breathing
Gotta find what you want and let it make you bleed

Threatened by heart attacks
With no spine in my back
I cannot let go of the fear
Threatened by ticking clocks
And at my door, death knocks
Reminds me of the wasted years

I know the grass is greener until it is not
And neither side of the fence is looking too hot
Wish I had faith in the rain and what is not
Written is forecast and foretold 'til the last

Commodify my heart sometimes
What's pain without dollar signs?
Its not enough to cry at home
What is my pain worth when I'm alone?
Catharsis, regardless
You can't miss all of this plain sadness

A modicum of inspiration won't make
But a drone
A bottle of cough medicine can't cure your
Tired tones
All of the pills in the whole wide world won't move
Your dormant bones
Your dormant bones

Commodify my heart sometimes
What's pain without dollar signs?
Its not enough to cry at home
What is my pain worth when I'm alone?
Catharsis, regardless
You can't miss all of this plain sadness
Catharsis, regardless
You can't miss all of this plain sadness