"Cynical" lyrics

When did I become so cynical?
And how did I get on the pedestal I'm on?
Realize that I'm no different
No, I'm just a guy trying to survive

Oh, and I'm living for the weekend
So I can lay around in peace
And feel my lungs just breathe in
Overwhelmed, but breathing

I need someone to love
Somebody to hold me up
'Cause I'm feeling a little bit lost, cannot structure my thoughts
Through brain fog
And gravity is pulling me past the point of dread
I'm sinking under the covers
Seems like I'm drowning in my bed, in my bed

Who's with me?
Nobody

When did I become so ignorant?
No, I'm not that guy
I'm just too nice, wish I wasn't so nice
I've been holding onto hope that something soon will come
Just let me move on

Oh, and I'm living for the weekend
So I can lay around in peace
And feel my lungs just breathe in
Overwhelmed, but breathing

I need someone to love
Somebody to hold me up
'Cause I'm feeling a little bit lost, cannot structure my thoughts
Through brain fog
And gravity is pulling me past the point of dread
I'm sinking under the covers
Seems like I'm drowning in my bed, in my bed

Who's with me?