"Painful Paradise" lyrics

If I'm sitting in the silence
Or I'm dancing in the rain
Do not stop me
It will wash away the pain
Will you see me in the morning?
Or have things already changed?
I don't even know now
I just wish they were the same

But you were wrong, and in my head
You made me think I was the problem
You were the problem

And I swear that I'm
Tired of the feeling like I'm dying
I'm living on the edge of a painful paradise
Are my feelings gonna go away?
But I never wanna let go
It's the chance that takes the toll
Here at painful paradise

I can see it in me
I'm trapped here in my shell
I am talking to the walls
But they don't know me well
I can stare in the mirror
But it's just a piece of glass
The eyes that stare on back at me
Is a ghost that's from my past

But you were wrong, and in my head
You made me think I was the problem
You were the problem

And I swear that I'm
Tired of the feeling like I'm dying
I'm living on the edge of a painful paradise
Are my feelings gonna go away?
But I never wanna let go
It's the chance that takes the toll
Here at painful paradise
Painful paradise, oh

And I swear that I'm
Tired of the feeling like I'm dying
I'm living on the edge of a painful paradise
Are my feelings gonna go away?
But I never wanna let go
It's the chance that takes the toll
Here at painful paradise