"WITHDRAWAL" lyrics
Damn, I don't feel like myself
I feel like somebody else
If I can reach for the phone
Maybe I'll reach for help
One week on the couch, my mom wide awake, and my soul's screaming out
No sleep, no escape from this lingering haze and as I'm licking my mouth
And my body's in pain and my eyes they done dried
And my temperature's up while I spiral inside
My reunion's this year, I can't even expose
How the loneliness is what the fame is about
I guess I shouldn't complain (I guess I shouldn't complain)
This was my number one option (This was my number one option)
Learning to dance in the rain (Rain)
Practice by starting with walking (Practice by starting with)
Searching for keys on the way (Searching for keys one the way)
My only wish is to lock in (My only wish is to lock in)
Never can silence my brain (brain)
Worst enemy's always talking
Fuck it, I'm still feeling nauseous
Abdomen on fire for the millionth time
Running on my adrenaline and pride
Thinking to myself "what a way to die"
What a way to go, drink with fated hope
Grammy's to the grave, didn't leave a not
Cut off all my fam, they wouldn't even note
Using alcohol as a way to cope
Super faded, Now I'm coming down
What's the latest? Feel like I skipped town
My skin hasn't felt the sun, my feet haven't hit the ground
Seems that life tends to move to move on even when you're not around
Dammit, I'm trying to breathe
Don't even know what I need
Maybe I'll turn on the air
Then I might feel some relief
Sleeping got me slipping in the dark
Wisdom whispered, guilt begins to bark
Swore I'd never get this bad again
Something in my flicked a different spark
Cycle got me spinning out of line
I'm to raw for this, man, what the fuck?
Looks like like I did it again
Running through memories, running through gin
Run through these women but treat 'em like friend
Don't run through these niggas to see how it ends
I love an adventure, man, what can I say?
A story don't care 'bout the edits or length [?]
It's all 'bout the journey, right?
Them early night, crashing
Chasing highs in place of pride
Passing every sign that says that says that I'm dashing ahead
I'm past a fade that's long-lasting
Super jaded, cynical but young
Underrated, this used to be fun
Only need zero to win 'cuz I'm already the one
There ain't one mistake I've made that refused to be undone
Damn, I don't know what to say
Always knew I'd make a way
Just took a look in the mirror
I still believe in that face
I feel like somebody else
If I can reach for the phone
Maybe I'll reach for help
One week on the couch, my mom wide awake, and my soul's screaming out
No sleep, no escape from this lingering haze and as I'm licking my mouth
And my body's in pain and my eyes they done dried
And my temperature's up while I spiral inside
My reunion's this year, I can't even expose
How the loneliness is what the fame is about
I guess I shouldn't complain (I guess I shouldn't complain)
This was my number one option (This was my number one option)
Learning to dance in the rain (Rain)
Practice by starting with walking (Practice by starting with)
Searching for keys on the way (Searching for keys one the way)
My only wish is to lock in (My only wish is to lock in)
Never can silence my brain (brain)
Worst enemy's always talking
Fuck it, I'm still feeling nauseous
Abdomen on fire for the millionth time
Running on my adrenaline and pride
Thinking to myself "what a way to die"
What a way to go, drink with fated hope
Grammy's to the grave, didn't leave a not
Cut off all my fam, they wouldn't even note
Using alcohol as a way to cope
Super faded, Now I'm coming down
What's the latest? Feel like I skipped town
My skin hasn't felt the sun, my feet haven't hit the ground
Seems that life tends to move to move on even when you're not around
Dammit, I'm trying to breathe
Don't even know what I need
Maybe I'll turn on the air
Then I might feel some relief
Sleeping got me slipping in the dark
Wisdom whispered, guilt begins to bark
Swore I'd never get this bad again
Something in my flicked a different spark
Cycle got me spinning out of line
I'm to raw for this, man, what the fuck?
Looks like like I did it again
Running through memories, running through gin
Run through these women but treat 'em like friend
Don't run through these niggas to see how it ends
I love an adventure, man, what can I say?
A story don't care 'bout the edits or length [?]
It's all 'bout the journey, right?
Them early night, crashing
Chasing highs in place of pride
Passing every sign that says that says that I'm dashing ahead
I'm past a fade that's long-lasting
Super jaded, cynical but young
Underrated, this used to be fun
Only need zero to win 'cuz I'm already the one
There ain't one mistake I've made that refused to be undone
Damn, I don't know what to say
Always knew I'd make a way
Just took a look in the mirror
I still believe in that face
