"Bottom Of The Ocean" lyrics
(I'm at the bottom of the ocean)
Don't call me a liar, this ain't for attention
But I've learned my lesson, I'll keep my mouth shut
My head is on fire (fire), but I'm underwater
No way to explain it, so I'm giving up
I seem to feel things in a language no one understands
Being myself feels just like living in a foreign land
Maybe these silent storms inside make me too hard to bare
Maybe it hurts too much to care
I'm at the bottom of the ocean
In my own head, forgetting how to breathe
'Cause I've been choking on emotion
Down in a place no angel's gonna see
Too many tears that I was left to face alone
Too many nights I drowned until it felt like home
I'm at the bottom of the ocean
What hurts the most about living beneath
Is no one wants to see me
Don't call me dramatic, way up from the surface
It makes it feel worthless to even try
To show you the current that's pulling me under
It's hell, so no wonder
You make me hide
I seem to feel things in a language no one understands
Being myself feels just like living in a foreign land
Maybe these undertones just look like an excuse to you
A pain I don't know how to prove
I'm at the bottom of the ocean
In my own head, forgetting how to breathe
'Cause I've been choking on emotion
Down in a place no angel's gonna see
Too many tears that I was left to face alone
Too many nights I drowned until it felt like home
I'm at the bottom of the ocean
What hurts the most about living beneath
(Is no one wants to see me)
Remember sometimes staying silent's an SOS
If you realize what it means
'Cause trying only left me drowning in evidence
That just hurts too much to see
That there's no one missing me
I'm at the bottom of the ocean
In my own head, forgetting how to breathe
'Cause I've been choking on emotion
Down in a place no angel's gonna see
Too many tears that I was left to face alone
Too many nights I drowned until it felt like home
I'm at the bottom of the ocean
What hurts the most about living beneath
Is no one wants to see me
Don't call me a liar, this ain't for attention
But I've learned my lesson, I'll keep my mouth shut
My head is on fire (fire), but I'm underwater
No way to explain it, so I'm giving up
I seem to feel things in a language no one understands
Being myself feels just like living in a foreign land
Maybe these silent storms inside make me too hard to bare
Maybe it hurts too much to care
I'm at the bottom of the ocean
In my own head, forgetting how to breathe
'Cause I've been choking on emotion
Down in a place no angel's gonna see
Too many tears that I was left to face alone
Too many nights I drowned until it felt like home
I'm at the bottom of the ocean
What hurts the most about living beneath
Is no one wants to see me
Don't call me dramatic, way up from the surface
It makes it feel worthless to even try
To show you the current that's pulling me under
It's hell, so no wonder
You make me hide
I seem to feel things in a language no one understands
Being myself feels just like living in a foreign land
Maybe these undertones just look like an excuse to you
A pain I don't know how to prove
I'm at the bottom of the ocean
In my own head, forgetting how to breathe
'Cause I've been choking on emotion
Down in a place no angel's gonna see
Too many tears that I was left to face alone
Too many nights I drowned until it felt like home
I'm at the bottom of the ocean
What hurts the most about living beneath
(Is no one wants to see me)
Remember sometimes staying silent's an SOS
If you realize what it means
'Cause trying only left me drowning in evidence
That just hurts too much to see
That there's no one missing me
I'm at the bottom of the ocean
In my own head, forgetting how to breathe
'Cause I've been choking on emotion
Down in a place no angel's gonna see
Too many tears that I was left to face alone
Too many nights I drowned until it felt like home
I'm at the bottom of the ocean
What hurts the most about living beneath
Is no one wants to see me
