"Feels Like A Funeral" lyrics

Miracle, a heaven send, that's what they called her
Baby girl, but what's in momma's head, it ain't so
Wonderful, hiding behind her smile
She doesn't know how to love her child
Tryna' care for and console
What turned her heart into a hole

Sun still shining, people smiling
But it feels like a funeral
But it feels like a funeral
There's no reason for this grieving
But it feels like a funeral
But it feels like a funeral

(But it feels like a funeral)

2 am, her child cries but she feels so indifferent
Her friends all try to fix her, but they're ignorant
Talking too much to hear
The reason she's dying to disappear
And escape the living hell
Of being strong for someone else

Sun still shining, people smiling
But it feels like a funeral
But it feels like a funeral
There's no reason for this grieving
But it feels like a funeral
But it feels like a funeral

Her family needs what she can't be
And the guilt would kill, guilt would kill
If she could feel, she could feel
Her family needs what she can't be
And the guilt would kill, guilt would kill
If she could feel

Sun still shining, people smiling
But it feels like a funeral
But it feels like a funeral
No emotion, am I broken?
'Cause it feels like a funeral
'Cause it feels like a funeral

Her family needs what she can't be
And the guilt would kill, guilt would kill
If she could feel