"Hospital Bed" lyrics
What if I'm selfish?
What if I didn't give enough?
What if I'm guarded?
And never got to feel real love
What if there's more I never learned?
And I can't heal the ones I've hurt?
What if regret's all I deserve
The day they put me in the dirt?
It's haunting me, haunting me
Haunting me, haunting me
All the things I never said
And the past I can't forget
It's calling me, calling me
Haunting me, haunting me
What am I gonna regret
Lying in my hospital bed?
(Calling me, calling me)
(Haunting me, haunting me)
What am I gonna regret
Lying in my hospital bed?
What if I pushed out
The ones that cared the most?
What if I'm too proud
To let anybody close?
What if I turned my heart to stone
'Cause nothing hurts when hollow's home?
What if I cope by letting go
And I'm the reason I'm alone?
It's haunting me, haunting me
Haunting me, haunting me
All the things I never said
And the past I can't forget
It's calling me, calling me
Haunting me, haunting me
What am I gonna regret
Lying in my hospital bed?
(Calling me, calling me)
(Haunting me, haunting me)
What am I gonna regret
Lying in my hospital bed?
(Calling me, calling me)
(Haunting me, haunting me)
What am I gonna regret?
May sound strange, but I gotta confess
Since I was young I've been thinking 'bout death
Stuck inside my mind, inside my mind
With the "what if I's", "what if I's"
May sound strange, but I gotta confess
Since I was young I've been thinking 'bout death
Stuck inside my mind, inside my mind
With the "what if I's", "what if I's"
It's haunting me, haunting me
Haunting me, haunting me
All the things I never said
And the past I can't forget
It's calling me, calling me
Haunting me, haunting me
What am I gonna regret?
What am I gonna regret?
May sound strange, but I gotta confess
Since I was young I've been thinking 'bout death
What am I gonna regret
Lying in my hospital bed?
May sound strange, but I gotta confess
Since I was young I've been thinking 'bout death
What am I gonna regret
Lying in my hospital bed?
Was I too distant?
Disassociated, not dad
Too inconsistent
'Cause I never learned how to relax
Hearing "Baby, don't cry, he don't wanna play"
"Daddy's feelin' anxious, give him some space"
A memory lost that I can't replace
She'll be talking about me in therapy someday
What if I didn't give enough?
What if I'm guarded?
And never got to feel real love
What if there's more I never learned?
And I can't heal the ones I've hurt?
What if regret's all I deserve
The day they put me in the dirt?
It's haunting me, haunting me
Haunting me, haunting me
All the things I never said
And the past I can't forget
It's calling me, calling me
Haunting me, haunting me
What am I gonna regret
Lying in my hospital bed?
(Calling me, calling me)
(Haunting me, haunting me)
What am I gonna regret
Lying in my hospital bed?
What if I pushed out
The ones that cared the most?
What if I'm too proud
To let anybody close?
What if I turned my heart to stone
'Cause nothing hurts when hollow's home?
What if I cope by letting go
And I'm the reason I'm alone?
It's haunting me, haunting me
Haunting me, haunting me
All the things I never said
And the past I can't forget
It's calling me, calling me
Haunting me, haunting me
What am I gonna regret
Lying in my hospital bed?
(Calling me, calling me)
(Haunting me, haunting me)
What am I gonna regret
Lying in my hospital bed?
(Calling me, calling me)
(Haunting me, haunting me)
What am I gonna regret?
May sound strange, but I gotta confess
Since I was young I've been thinking 'bout death
Stuck inside my mind, inside my mind
With the "what if I's", "what if I's"
May sound strange, but I gotta confess
Since I was young I've been thinking 'bout death
Stuck inside my mind, inside my mind
With the "what if I's", "what if I's"
It's haunting me, haunting me
Haunting me, haunting me
All the things I never said
And the past I can't forget
It's calling me, calling me
Haunting me, haunting me
What am I gonna regret?
What am I gonna regret?
May sound strange, but I gotta confess
Since I was young I've been thinking 'bout death
What am I gonna regret
Lying in my hospital bed?
May sound strange, but I gotta confess
Since I was young I've been thinking 'bout death
What am I gonna regret
Lying in my hospital bed?
Was I too distant?
Disassociated, not dad
Too inconsistent
'Cause I never learned how to relax
Hearing "Baby, don't cry, he don't wanna play"
"Daddy's feelin' anxious, give him some space"
A memory lost that I can't replace
She'll be talking about me in therapy someday
