"Monster Made Of Memories" lyrics

Woke up again in the pouring rain
I feel the windows shake, thunder in my brain
Every thought is like a hurricane
Destroying everything but it leaves no trace

Four walls made of skin, feeling paper-thin
Don't know if they can take what they're holding in
It's death threat deja vu, out for blood again
It's out for blood again (It's out for blood again)

I'm a cage, I'm a prison for what no one sees
Ashamed like I'm sleeping with the enemy
No one believes me but I'm six feet deep
With a monster made of memories
It's alive like a parasite inside of me
And it feeds on the trauma of what used to be
But there's no shred of evidence 'cause I don't bleed
From this monster made of memories

Monster made of memories
Monster made of memories

My darkest hour made a creature
That feeds on the fear of everything I can't forget
It walks beside me, gun against my head
So I live terrified, till I've paid the debt

Four walls made of skin, feeling paper-thin
And I know they can't take what they're holding in
It's death threat deja vu, out for blood again
It's out for blood again (It's out for blood)

I'm a cage, I'm a prison for what no one sees
Ashamed like I'm sleeping with the enemy
And no one believes me but I'm six feet deep
With a monster made of memories
It's alive like a parasite inside of me
And it feeds on the trauma of what used to be
But there's no shred of evidence 'cause I don't bleed
From this monster made of memories

Up all night 'cause I can't sleep
With a monster made of memories
Keeps me scared so it can feed
It's a monster made of memories
Up all night 'cause we can't sleep
With a monster made of memories
Keeps us scared so we won't speak
It's a monster made of memories

I'm a cage, I'm a prison for what no one sees
Ashamed like I'm sleeping with the enemy
No one believes me but I'm six feet deep
With a monster made of memories
It's alive like a parasite inside of me
And it feeds on the trauma of what used to be
But there's no shred of evidence 'cause I don't bleed
From this monster made of memories

Up all night 'cause we can't sleep
With a monster made of memories
Keeps us scared so we won't speak
It's a monster made of memories