"Never Ending Nightmare" lyrics

I won't be sleeping tonight
I know that it's gonna be war (War)
Lately been up, wondering why
I'm even worth fighting for
I've been getting so tired of holding the line, yeah
The price that I pay to survive seems so high and I

I am raising my white flag tonight

When I close my eyes it's there waiting for me
Finds me every time, will I never be free?
There's a monster I caged deep behind my eyes
I can never escape, I've been running for miles
When the morning comes I know it will still be there
My never ending nightmare (My never ending nightmare)

Pull the veil over my eyes (Eyes)
So I can't see the person I've become
What am I doing with my life? (Life)
Try to stop staring at the sun
But my eyes get the best of me
I'm on the edge, I'm in too deep
Why can't you see that I'm right here waiting?

I close my eyes, it's there waiting for me
Finds me every time, will I never be free?
There's a monster I caged deep behind my eyes
I can never escape, I've been running for miles
When the morning comes I know it will still be there
My never ending nightmare

I've almost had enough
Knowing I just couldn't get much lower
It's got me so messed up
Never knowing when this story's over
It's so hard to fight for myself
When living means living in hell

When I close my eyes it's there waiting for me
Finds me every time, will I never be free?
There's a monster I caged deep behind my eyes
I can never escape, I've been running for miles
When the morning comes I know it will still be there
My never ending nightmare (My never ending nightmare)