"Without You" lyrics

I have tried to leave you
But my body needs you
Have to overdose so I can breathe
My abuser and my remedy
Keep the violence see through
So I'll never doubt you
My darkness and my clarity
My refuge and my enemy

You kiss reminders deep into my neck
So I don't forget

There's no peace
Without you, without you
So bury me
If you have to, if you have to
I know you're killing me keeping me alive
But the pain you kill is more than worth the price
So there's no peace
Without you, without you

Without you, without you
Without you, without you

You have been there sadly
More than my own family
You're my comforter and you're my curse
The only one that loves me at my worst

They think that you're so bad for me but I don't buy it
'Cause every time that the trauma's triggered I'm reminded
That when my skeletons decide it's time to riot
You're still the only thing I have to keep them quiet

There's no peace
Without you, without you
So bury me
If you have to, if you have to
I know you're killing me keeping me alive
But the pain you kill is more than worth the price
So there's no peace
Without you, without you

You make the bad things beautiful
And you'll be worth my funeral
'Cause if I leave or I stay
I'm still dead either way
I know the reaper can't be far
But you'll be worth the broken heart
'Cause if I leave or I stay
I'm still dead either way (Dead either way)

There's no peace
Without you, without you
So bury me
If you have to, if you have to
I know you're killing me keeping me alive
But the pain you kill is more than worth the price
So there's no peace
Without you, without you

They think that you're so bad for me but I don't buy it
'Cause every time that the trauma's triggered I'm reminded (Without you)
That when my skeletons decide it's time to riot
You're still the only thing I have to keep them quiet (Without you)