"Disturbing The Peace" lyrics

Tell me to my face that you could never lie
But I'm the one to pour the whisky on the fire
Just to see the flames and feel like I'm alive
Should I break some shit or cry?
It's so hard to decide

You take all of me
The defensively self-sabotaging
And it cuts me so deep
You keep searching for that silver lining

How can you love me when I don't love me?
Feel I'm like I'm wasting all your energy
It's not like me to disturb the peace
You been waiting, and wishing, and hoping for me to change

Not me... Not me...
Not me disturbing the peace
Not me... Not me...
Not me disturbing the peace

Years of patterns I can't seem to leave behind
Old behaviours always so hard to unwire
Seems l like all I ever do is apologize
But it's always on my mind
It's always on my mind

You take all of me
The defenively self-sabotaging
And it cuts me so deep
You don't give up on me
You keep on trying

How can you love me when I don't love me?
Feel I'm like I'm wasting all your energy
It's not like me to disturb the peace
You been waiting, and wishing, and hoping for me to change

Not me... Not me...
Not me disturbing the peace
Not me... Not me...
Not me disturbing the peace

I wanna keep it, I wanna keep it
I wanna keep it but the peace is missing
I wanna keep it, I wanna keep it
I wanna keep it but there's pieces missing

I wanna keep it, I wanna keep it
I wanna keep it but the peace is missing
I wanna keep it, I wanna keep it
I wanna keep it but there's pieces missing