"How I Love You" lyrics

I catch myself tiptoeing around you
Won't ask for help, I don't want to upset you
I'm outta touch with my feelings
And I'm too scared to admit it
I feel like a ghost, can't see my reflection
I hate the way that I crave your affection
I'm outta touch with my feelings
And I'm too scared to admit it

Better off I don't think, better off I lie
It'll be too painful leaving you behind, oh
Staring at the back door open
But I'm frozen

I don't know why I still choose you
Maybe you're just what I'm used to
Too focused on all your feelings
I didn't notice when I was bleeding
I don't know why I still want you
Maybe 'cause I can't see above you
Making myself just a little bit smaller
So you can feel just a little bit taller
But that's just how I love you

Talk in my sleep 'cause all I have is nightmares
You're not what I need, but right now I don't care
'Cause I can tell that you're happy
And that's the burden I'll carry

It's not hard to see but it's hard to leave
You're not everything, just the only thing
I've ever known
So how could I go?

I don't know why I still choose you
Maybe you're just what I'm used to
Too focused on all your feelings
I didn't notice when I was bleeding
I don't know why I still want you
Maybe 'cause I can't see above you
Making myself just a little bit smaller
So you can feel just a little bit taller
But that's just how I love you

That's just, that's just how I (Oh)
That's just, that's just how I (Oh)
That's just, that's just
How I love you (How I love you)
That's just, that's just how I (Oh)
That's just, that's just how I (Oh)
That's just, that's just, that's just (Oh)
That's just, that's just

I don't know why I still choose you
Maybe you're just what I'm used to
Too focused on all your feelings
I didn't notice when I was bleeding
I don't know why I still want you
Maybe 'cause I can't see above you
Making myself just a little bit smaller
So you can feel just a little bit taller

That's just how I love you