"all i do is cry" lyrics

I've got loving parents
Grew up with a roof over my head
Downstairs the table's always set
I was eight when I first got my pet

He was a Lhasa Apso, white and grey
He grew so old and grumpy
But not towards me
He was lowkey very sweet

Oh my my my
It's like all I do is cry
I find tear stains on my pillow case
When I wake up in the middle of the night
I leave the windows open
Hoping I'll feel better in the morning light
Usually I do

It was the year I came face to face
With all my anger and all my pain
Lost my father's father on Christmas Day
A memory tethered to my name

I have this fear of being noticed
But all I want is to be seen
I'll never know and learn
When all I do is hit repeat

Oh my my my
It's like all I do is cry
I find tear stains on my pillow case
When I wake up in the middle of the night
I leave the windows open
Hoping I'll feel better in the morning light
Usually I do

I've been looking all over the place
I'm afraid I'm taking too much space
I've been yearning to be found
Guess I'll just have to wait it out

All I ask is a little more grace
Every page I turn just looks the same
Yearning for a new sound
Guess I'll just have to wait it out

Wait it out, wait it out
I'll wait it out, wait it out

Wait it out, wait it out
I'll wait it out, wait it out