"substance abuse" lyrics

I try to cut you off
To get you out of my veins
I'm goin' through withdrawals
But you're so hard to erase

So what if I fall for all the lies
Just one more time to feel alive
What if I fall for all the lies
It won't kill me, right
How do you cross out all the signs
And plant these thoughts inside my mind
And how do you always seem to blur out my memory

Uhhh
You're smoke and mirrors
Your illusions got me stuck in a loop
It ain't no secret how you do it
I'm just foolish
And I'm trippin'
Cause I love the way that I'm being used
It's substance abuse

Always the hardest part
To act like you don't exist
Cause when I let you go it's terrible
And I can't help but take it all
Over and over again

Uhhh
You're smoke and mirrors
Your illusions got me stuck in a loop
It ain't no secret how you do it
I'm just foolish
And I'm trippin'
Cause I love the way that I'm being used
It's substance abuse

And if I die
I'll admit it was dead from the start
If I die
Don't forget every high has a cost
It's alright
I'll be fine if it tears me apart
It was all for you

Uhhh
You're smoke and mirrors
Your illusions got me stuck in a loop
It ain't no secret how you do it
I'm just foolish
And I'm trippin'
Cause I love the way that I'm being used
It's substance abuse