"One Big Nothing" lyrics

You were standing in the door
You weren't gonna let me leave
And your wild eyes ignited a fire in me
Now all I want is to forget you
I'm counting across the pain
And I'll do anything I have to

And I'll do anything I have to
To be far away, dressed in these lullabies
Tell me I'm someone, somewhere else
I wish you were [?]
Live out this alibi, they call my suffering
One big nothing, nothing
One big nothing, nothing

Looking back over my shoulder
I fear you're not far behind
And every day you're getting closer
Am I out of time?
Will anybody even notice
The blood all over my eyes?
'Cause it's bringing into focus

And I'll do anything I have to
To be far away, dressed in these lullabies
Tell me I'm someone, somewhere else
I wish you were [?]
Live out this alibi, they call my suffering
One big nothing, nothing
One big nothing, nothing

I gotta let you go, go, go
'Cause every day I don't, don't, don't
My body will lie to me
And I will never go back home
Live a future of my own
When I think of you last time
I think of the past time
One big nothing
One big nothing, nothing

One big nothing, nothing
One big nothing, nothing