"Up And Down" lyrics

So how's today gonna feel?
Need to open my eyes to know what's real
Now wake up me, come through heavy haze
And I wish I could unsay words I said

I'm up and down
And all of me has turned inside out
I'm up and down

Now I've wasted the day
Made no plans by to slowly waste away
And over and over, it never ends
And I guess I'll just get back into bed

And I'm up and down
All of me has turned inside out
And I'm up and down

I'm on [?]
(Half asleep 'cause I'm too early)
That I'll never
(Had to laugh and it's not funny)
(Fall so deep)
And I'm already down
And I might not come around

I'm up and down
And all of me has turned inside out
I'm up and down
And down

I'm up and down
Turn inside out
I'm up and down
I'm up and down
Turn inside out
I'm up and down

I'm saying our last goodbyes
And I'm not coming down
I'm saying our last goodbyes
And I'm not coming down

I might not come around
I might not come around
I might not come around
I might not come around