"2019Orange" lyrics
Tried to fall in love a long time ago
I tried to hope, but then she broke my heart
We're worlds apart, skies are dark
Do you think that the devil is comin'?
And I'm so tired of feelin' this way
The doctor said I'd get better, but I didn't today
Medications got me breakin', puttin' pills in my face
They said I'm trippin', need to chill, don't think I'll do it today
And I still wanna do better than how I'm doin'
The drugs I'm abusin' and all of this music
Don't fill the void that I thought they would
Think that my life's been snuffed
'Cause I can't get enough of the drugs that I take
I can't complain, but I hate you
Captivated by your mind and eyes
The things you do make me feel high
Don't wonder why I'm tryna die
Can't close my eyes, I see the dead
Maggots spread, my body reeks
Don't bother me 'cause I found peace
My mind is weak, I tried to breathe
But I can't get no sounds out of me
Been havin' dreams I can't explain
You'll know what it's like to be damaged and drained
You'll know what it's like when they think you're insane
And everybody calls you crazy, but you know that you ain't
And everybody that you love is runnin', turnin' away
You get a hundred dollars, spend it on some shit for a plate
You get a hundred dollars, hungry, but you know that you crave
And you know damn well when you get your fix, it's savin' the day
Tried to fall in love a long time ago
I tried to hope, but then she broke my heart
We're worlds apart, skies are dark
Do you think that the devil is comin'?
And I'm so tired of feelin' this way
The doctor said I'd get better, but I didn't today
Medications got me breakin', puttin' pills in my face
They said I'm trippin', need to chill, don't think I'll do it today
I tried to hope, but then she broke my heart
We're worlds apart, skies are dark
Do you think that the devil is comin'?
And I'm so tired of feelin' this way
The doctor said I'd get better, but I didn't today
Medications got me breakin', puttin' pills in my face
They said I'm trippin', need to chill, don't think I'll do it today
And I still wanna do better than how I'm doin'
The drugs I'm abusin' and all of this music
Don't fill the void that I thought they would
Think that my life's been snuffed
'Cause I can't get enough of the drugs that I take
I can't complain, but I hate you
Captivated by your mind and eyes
The things you do make me feel high
Don't wonder why I'm tryna die
Can't close my eyes, I see the dead
Maggots spread, my body reeks
Don't bother me 'cause I found peace
My mind is weak, I tried to breathe
But I can't get no sounds out of me
Been havin' dreams I can't explain
You'll know what it's like to be damaged and drained
You'll know what it's like when they think you're insane
And everybody calls you crazy, but you know that you ain't
And everybody that you love is runnin', turnin' away
You get a hundred dollars, spend it on some shit for a plate
You get a hundred dollars, hungry, but you know that you crave
And you know damn well when you get your fix, it's savin' the day
Tried to fall in love a long time ago
I tried to hope, but then she broke my heart
We're worlds apart, skies are dark
Do you think that the devil is comin'?
And I'm so tired of feelin' this way
The doctor said I'd get better, but I didn't today
Medications got me breakin', puttin' pills in my face
They said I'm trippin', need to chill, don't think I'll do it today
