"i gotta sit down.i feel like i cant stand" lyrics

Put a rock inside a blunt, gettin' dirty
Couple purple lines inside the soda, gettin' murky
Plug said I'm gettin' way too high, but I'm servin'
Pink cans, gimme ten, hope to god that they heard me
Buy a bitch a birkin, and I'm workin' love the nerdin'
Off too many xans, swerve the foreign town burner
Turn a bitch nasty cause she like to say she perfect
Spent 10 on the shoes, buying vigils from the merchant
Bitch I finally got it on my own, I swear I love the feeling
Cant be playin' round I poured the gas inside the building
Hate the stupid bitch who teared me down I swear I'm never healing
Put my dick inside her mouth, told her "shut up, stop squealin'"
Bitches gettin' lust and then they just want money
Put a 5 in this water, gettin' dizzy, started fallin'
Love gettin' high, but I hate the withdrawin'
Love snortin' lines, but the drip it make me nauseous

Cocaine, cocaine, yeah I truly love the white
That boy a fuckin' pussy, never faded, never fought
Split his face wide open, dip the state the same night
I'm up in Michigan, snorting dope and sippin' Sprite
Bitch I'm out the gutter, I had no one on my side
My mom a fuckin' fiend, my dad, he died before I was 5
And everybody ask the question why do I get high
I hate my fuckin' life, I hate to open up my eyes
But fuck it, I'll keep workin' to give my son the best life
My dad, he wasn't there, I never blamed him, but I tried
My momma never cared, I think that she'd rather get high
But me too, me too, smoking doja till I die

At the raw withdrawals Imma die in my bed
I been prayin' "Someone save me", but nobody's bein' saved
But you know I'm wake enough and then you tell me to get better
Work my ass off to get better but the devil want me dead
Get dreams of the fiends bitch I love the money spread
10 bands in one day, I swear the standard money fed
Turn green from the sick, green beans in the whip
Pop a couple fuckin' xannies and get mean real quick