"god im sad as shit" lyrics

I feel the rain, the rain, as this shit starts to fall
I'm too high to feel my phone buzz every time that you call
I feel the rain, the rain, every time that it falls
I'm too high to feel my phone buzz every time that you call

I wanna leave a legacy 'cause I'll be dead by 23
I'm in the clouds, I see the crowd, and they're all screaming "Rest in peace"
I think of death, I think of peace
I think of hell, I cannot sleep
I hear her voice inside my head, she said that I should be deceased
Don't cry, that's where I'm 'posed to be, don't dream of possibilities
Dream about what I was and not what I can't seem to be
Can't talk to God, go to the priest
I grab my eyes, pour in the bleach
But it didn't clear my mind, I'm traumatized deep from the streets

I feel the rain, the rain, as this shit starts to fall
I'm too high to feel my phone buzz every time that you call
I feel the rain, the rain, every time that it falls
I'm too high to feel my phone buzz every time that you call

I was really hoping that you took off because I miss you a lot, and um
I'm sorry that I'm crying right now, but I'm drunk, and um
Nice to see you

I feel the rain, the rain, as this shit starts to fall
I'm too high to feel my phone buzz every time that you call
I feel the rain, the rain, every time that it falls
I'm too high to feel my phone buzz every time that you call

And I've seen plenty people die, but only couple lost at life
The rest of them gettin' high to hide their insecurities
But trust I'm not the one to judge, it hurts my heart that you want love
And I've been loopy off the drugs, I hope that we all finally see
That this ain't the life to live and I've been fucked up since a kid
I see the shadows in here talkin,' tellin' me go to that tree
Grab my rope and grab my pills, I'll take 'em all, see how it feels
And if that shit doesn't work, I'll tie it tight 'til I can't breathe

Wandering through starry skies and when tomorrow's day arrives
I'll be a morning closer to the brightest hour here with you

I feel the rain, the rain, as this shit starts to fall
I'm too high to feel my phone buzz every time that you call
I feel the rain, the rain, every time that it falls
I'm too high to feel my phone buzz every time that you call