"when my time comes, tell me, will i stand up?" lyrics

I ain't spoke this way before
I'll close my eyes, you'll close the door
And I don't know where I will go
And I don't know where I will go

I ain't felt this way before
I'll close my eyes, you'll close the door
And I don't know where I will go
And I don't know where I will go

I wrote a note, you didn't write me back
Comatose and die real fast
Heart collapsed, my mind's relaxed
My lungs are achin' full of gas

The room is spinning, who am I kidding?
I know I'll die here
I been trippin', while liquor sipping
My liver's fried, and I don't wanna
Wanna let you go, and I hope
I hope that you know, you're the reason that I'm cold
I'm so tired of rapping 'bout this bitch
They see me and want a flick
I'm begging leave me alone, and put my body in a ditch
I'm fucked up about some shit, got cocaine under my lip
It's ashes on top of ashes, the only place I fit in

I ain't spoke this way before
I'll close my eyes, you'll close the door
And I don't know where I will go
And I don't know where I will go

I ain't felt this way before
I'll close my eyes, you'll close the door
And I don't know where I will go
And I don't know where I will go

I wrote a note, you didn't write me back
Comatose and die real fast
Heart collapsed, my mind's relaxed
My lungs are achin' full of gas
I wrote a note, you didn't write me back
Comatose and die real fast
Heart collapsed, my mind's relaxed
My lungs are achin' full of gas