"Alchemy" lyrics

I let it go, but I kept enough for me
It's too cold, I want to fold
Will it ever fulfill my needs?
This fire inside is running dry
The particles, the chemicals don't act the way I need

I get this feeling that I've got to get out
I don't like this feeling like I've left my life so full of doubt

Forget, pretend
Find myself fabricating
Loose ends, sore head
Most of my time is wasted
But I know, standing in front of them
Quick rush of blood and I'll set sail again

Take all I need and cut it out
You'll make me bleed and we'll shut it down
I'm just trying to flee this flooded house
The water is seeping from the cracks in the ground

Forget, pretend
Find myself fabricating
Loose ends, sore head
Most of my time is wasted
But I know, standing in front of them
Quick rush of blood and I'll set sail again

I can feel my body ache
It's all for nothing
It's all for nothing
So, I cover it up with alchemy
It's all for nothing

Reset, forget
We are the constant
I don't mind bleeding, but not for this

Forget, pretend
Find myself fabricating
Loose ends, sore head
Most of my time is wasted
But I know, standing in front of them
Quick rush of blood and I'll set sail again

I can feel my body ache
It's all for nothing
It's all for nothing
So, I cover it up with alchemy
It's all for nothing