"Down (How Many Times Can I Lose Everything?)" lyrics

How many times can I lose everything?
How many times can I lose everything?
How many times can I lose everything?
Before I finally let go (let go)
Let go

I fear I carry a weight that will never lighten
I feel a cold hand begin to tighten
Around my neck
I can see the end
How long, how long 'til there's nothing left?
It's hard to heal in the wake of sin
I feel it in every inch of my skin

I know what it's like to feel alone
Something's calling from the other side
I always feel like letting go
There's a hole in my heart I want to follow you
Down, down, down
Down, down, down
I can't outrun the entropy when it's inside of me

I'm the problem, it's me
Should I put you out of your misery?
'Cause I can't see and I can't breathe and I can't love
Should I leave? Should I leave?
The medicine tastes so sweet
Every lesson keeps playing on repeat
I wish you'd hurt me again
So I had a reason to leave

I know what it's like to feel alone
Something's calling from the other side
I always feel like letting go
There's a hole in my heart I want to follow you
Down, down, down
Down, down, down
I can't outrun the entropy when it's inside of me

How many times can I lose everything?
How many times can I lose hope?
How long can I take this suffering?
Before I finally let go, let go
How many times can I lose everything?
How many times can I lose everything?
How many times can I lose everything?
Before I finally let go (let go)
How many times can I lose everything?

I know what it's like to feel alone
Something's calling from the other side
I always feel like letting go
There's a hole in my heart I want to follow you
Down, down, down
Down, down, down
I can't outrun the entropy when it's inside of me