"Hostage" lyrics

Oh, another reminder of why
These chemicals are my only hope for surviving another night
Cold, even if I live in the light
These years alone keep me far behind all my enemy lines

I ain't one to wait on, wait on
Been getting used to saying so long
I'm praying that it's not contagious
Even if I'm left forsaken

Holding me hostage up in my head
Getting so tired of losing my friends
Living so haunted sleep when I'm dead
I've been unconscious again and again

Holding me, holding me, holding me hostage
Holding me, holding me, holding me hostage

I've been misunderstanding the signs
It's hard to breathe when the enemy is the only me that feels alive
Your mind, it always changes on the fly
You're telling me that I'm what you need but I know you're a liar

I ain't one to wait on, wait on
Been getting used to saying so long
I'm praying that it's not contagious
Even if I'm left forsaken

Holding me hostage up in my head
Getting so tired of losing my friends
Living so haunted sleep when I'm dead
I've been unconscious again and again

Holding me, holding me, holding me hostage
Holding me, holding me, holding me hostage

Trapped here for all my days
Wrapped up in my old ways
Will they remember me?

Holding me hostage up in my head
Getting so tired of losing my friends
Living so haunted sleep when I'm dead
I've been unconscious again and again

Holding me, holding me, holding me hostage
Holding me, holding me, holding me hostage