"Costume" lyrics

(Hey, it's Conrad, clown shit)

I don't ever wanna fall back
I don't ever wanna lose your touch but I
I've been in disguise
I've been working for you so bad
But there's a face I'm hiding if you knew that, oh god, I wish you
Wish you never got used to this costume

For every story that I've told you
It may not be whole truth
If you were anybody else I'd prolly ghost you
Shit I knew I was in trouble the first I got to hold you, damn
Now I'm in too deep and you'll never understand
If I came clean might not get another chance
This ain't your average October
Ain't the thirty first but it might as well be over

I don't ever wanna fall back
I don't ever wanna lose your touch but I
I've been in disguise
I've been working for you so bad
But there's a face I'm hiding if you knew that, oh god, I wish you
Wish you never got used to this costume

Just another day while I relish in embellishment
Tomorrow come and I come hesitant
I know the longer that I wait the worse the hellish end
This beyond let's just be friends she gonna kill me leave me dead
You know I'm hurting
It's okay guess the pain might be worth it
Turn myself into the victim and work it
Oh, its perfect
Gimme just enough time to justify why I deserve this

I don't ever wanna fall back
I don't ever wanna lose your touch but I
I've been in disguise
I've been working for you so bad
But there's a face I'm hiding if you knew that, oh god, I wish you
Wish you never got used to this costume

(I don't ever wanna fall back
I don't ever wanna lose your touch but I
I've been in disguise
I've been working for you so bad
But there's a face I'm hiding if you knew that, oh god, I wish you
Wish you never got used to this costume)