"Sad Clown" lyrics

Hey it's Conrad, clown shit

All my life I been a sad clown
Catch em laughing on my way down
Always good to entertain
I give you the best, just to watch you walk away in the end
It's okay that's everyday now
Bottle help me wash the pain out
May be frowning upside down, a smile flipped around
No matter how I spin it I'm a sad clown

Yeah I've been sad for so long
So many goodbyes I'd be surprised to hear the last one
Candles burning both ends ain't got time for no friends
Do my dance monkey, funky if I don't act funny
It's not an act
Never on TV, you won't see me on a plaque
Spare change you could throw it in my hat, man
But a few of you I'm indebted to so I'm happy to run it back
I love the circus that I have, but

All my life I been a sad clown
Catch em laughing on my way down
Always good to entertain
I give you the best, just to watch you walk away in the end
It's okay that's everyday now
Bottle help me wash the pain out
May be frowning upside down, a smile flipped around
No matter how I spin it I'm a sad clown...

Shit I forgot to make my own bed
But I'd trade a good song for that happiness in an instant
Every minute that goes by I think could be the minute that I die
So I picked the schtick over suit and ties
Not digging a ditch to be buried alive
Lemme do my makeup
Grown man at the vanity that's some vanity you can't make up
But that's what dreams are made of
Pigments to the figment of my imagination
I'll take the hit for every dream I've ever wasted, 'cause...

All my life I been a sad clown
Catch em laughing on my way down
Always good to entertain
I give you the best, just to watch you walk away in the end
It's okay that's everyday now
Bottle help me wash the pain out
May be frowning upside down, a smile flipped around
No matter how I spin it I'm a sad clown...