"Carbon Monoxide" lyrics

You can see all the walls I put up, caving in
Slowly creep in my lungs, you're my carcinogen
Fall asleep to your carbon monoxide again
Can't speak; my tongue's tied, yeah

Thought I needed the torture like a gimp
Hard to see through the horror under my skin
Like a lethal enforcer, fill me with dread
Like an eating disorder, I'm running thin
It's too hard to fake it, I've been rotting out on the inside
Oh, my heart's really breaking, I'm caught in a riptide
My hands start to shake, yeah you got me at the brink
Pour my love down the sink, just waste it

I know I'm a mess, I'm sorry
I get outta my body, baby
Oh those days, they haunt me
Go down with the ship, it was rocky

You can see all the walls I put up, caving in
Slowly creep in my lungs, you're my carcinogen
Fall asleep to your carbon monoxide again
Can't speak; my tongue's tied (Yeah)

Counting up every sin again
Guilty as charged, I'm not innocent
Drowning in the memories, sink or swim
Every time you had to see me like this

I know I'm a mess, I'm sorry
I get outta my body, baby
Oh those days, they haunt me
Go down with the ship, it was rocky
I know I'm a mess, I'm sorry
I get outta my body, baby
Oh those days, they haunt me
Go down with the ship, it was rocky