"Get In A Rage" lyrics

Maybe I'm just fooling myself
For thinking that I could make things right
And maybe I just need some help
Been dealing with this my whole life

I get in a rage, feel out of place
I'm starting a fire to hide it all
I'm stuck in my ways, they're one in the same
I've gotta be right when I'm fighting

You see red, I C4
Explode - need detours
Always gotta be right, right?
That dopamine is my reward

I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I don't get along with nobody
And it's probably cuz I can be
So stubborn, I get cocky

And I don't know how to stop
When you've had enough
You've said that a lot
That's why I call your bluff

It's getting real and I feel it now
But I've been pressing my luck
And I think it's time for me to speak truth
Review, I do it because

Maybe I'm just fooling myself
For thinking that I could make things right
And maybe I just need some help
Been dealing with this my whole life

I get in a rage
Fire to hide it all
Fire to hide it all

I wonder if I'll ever change
Stuck in my ways
Get in a rage

I wonder if you'd even notice
We've been out of focus
I've been on a wave

Won't lay down, no way now
I say whatever I can't shout
Won't bow, no grace, how
Could I fake it all to create doubt?

That's never been my style
Even though it inflicts harm
I would rather burn bridges that I need
Even if I can't swim long

Drowning on the words that I never
Should've let outside of my brain
I should be a little worried bout it
But I never minded my shame

And I'm not about to start losing it
Cuz I'm overthinking my ways
When the rage that I contain got me through the rain
Peace would not be the same (ay)

Maybe I'm just fooling myself
For thinking that I could make things right
And maybe I just need some help
Been dealing with this my whole life

I get in a rage
Fire to hide it all
Fire to hide it all

I wonder if I'll ever change
Stuck in my ways
Get in a rage

I wonder if you'd even notice
We've been out of focus
I've been on a wave

Maybe I'm just fooling myself
For thinking that I could make things right
And maybe I just need some help
Been dealing with this my whole life