"Let You Down" lyrics

I feel like I'm living on the rebound
But what I need is so close
I don't even know what to believe now
And what I see is not enough
I can fake a happy face as well as most
But they don't know how much it takes to stay composed

I still deal with a lot of pain, but it's all the same
Chemical imbalance in the brain
Still going through the same things, but it's all the same
Living life wearing my shame
You really gotta know that it's all gonna pass one day
Cause you're so tired
Fight if you want it. you gotta fight if you want it
There's a war in my head
I'm still angry, I'm still sad, I admit I'm still a liar
And I'm only gonna let you down
And I've made my peace with who I've become
So if you see me then run
Because I'm only gonna let you down

And I've tried to find my valentine, admit it's been a challenge
Gravity keeps dragging me down
And it's weighing on me heavy
So if you wanna leave it wont offend me
The only memory that's real is the way you make him feel
And I promise you there's people that regret me

I still deal with a lot of pain, but it's all the same
Chemical imbalance in the brain
Still going through the same things, but it's all the same
Living life wearing my shame
You really gotta know that it's all gonna pass one day
Cause you're so tired
There's a war in my head
I'm still angry, I'm still sad, I admit I'm still a liar
And I'm only gonna let you down
And I've made my peace with who I've become
So if you see me then run
Because I'm only gonna let you down