"This Time" lyrics

I wanna be free from the cycle
Doing what I can just to not be going psycho, oh-oh
There's no telling where you life goes
When there ain't a damn thing that you ever fight for
I was young, I was done, what they want me to be
Had enough, I been numb, now they wanna be
My friend, it's funny I came here to make some
And I made some

Round and around we go
The world don't stop and the trouble follows
But if it's round and around we go
I'm gonna go, I'm gonna go, harder

This time, I don't think I wanna get high
That ain't gonna make it alright
I'ma feel it all for the first time in my life
This time, I don't think I wanna get high
That ain't gonna make it alright
I'ma feel it all for the first time in my life

I remember when these women, they were bad for me
And I would never even notice it was happening
But there I went when it fell apart
And when I bent it gotta hella dark
But I was good, I was water, I could flow each way
And there's sometimes I wanna be that freak show these days
If I OD maybe I'll be that OG Dave
No wait, I'm capping, that's can't happen, I'm too cold these days, it's like

Round and around we go
The world don't stop and the trouble follows
But if it's round and around we go
I'm gonna go, I'm gonna go, harder

This time, I don't think I wanna get high
That ain't gonna make it alright (no, no)
I'ma feel it all for the first time in my life
This time, I don't think I wanna get high
That ain't gonna make it alright
I'ma feel it all for the first time in my life