"weekends" lyrics

Weekends, I'm bleeding
Kept secrets, I'm falling out
Stopping myself from texting you back
I don't wanna be alone but I'm acting like it
Weekends, I'm bleeding
Kept secrets, I'm falling out
Stopping myself from texting you back
I don't wanna be alone but I'm acting like it

I don't wanna sleep
Don't have time to breathe
I wanna stay awake all damn week
I can never sleep, I stay grinding
Look for me on the TV and you might see
Is it really that surprising?
Don't ever wanna fall 'cause I might bleed
I stay shining even tho I'm crying
He call me up like an addict 'cause
He might be
But I don't feel sad, now it's over
Everybody wanna say shit, I know her
Since day one I been a loner
Anybody claiming OG is a poser

Weekends, I'm bleeding
Kept secrets, I'm falling out
Stopping myself from texting you back
I don't wanna be alone but I'm acting like it
Weekends, I'm bleeding
Kept secrets, I'm falling out
Stopping myself from texting you back
I don't wanna be alone but I'm acting like it

Bullet to my brain
Woulda gave my everything
Just to be like one of you
Swearing unto oath untrue
And you think I'm insane
'Cause I didn't feel the same
But maybe that's my plan
To feel more than standard
I think I deserve more than I want
So I went out and ran that shit right up
I'ma bleed out on the pavement
Don't need no one to save me
Nothing in my veins
I feel amazing

Nothing in my heart left it draining
All these social paradigms frustrate me
Guess I never really cared for faking
Run it back, here I am, you can't save me

Weekends, I'm bleeding
Kept secrets, I'm falling out
Stopping myself from texting you back
I don't wanna be alone but I'm acting like it