"homerun" lyrics

So much for a home run, I always swing for the fences
I got no one, I guess it's time to do some reflecting
You're on my mind more than I'd like to admit
All of our memories—I tried, I swear I tried to forget

Maybe I shouldn't be so down on myself, but I can't help it
Baby, I let you focus on yourself, but I'm too selfish
Baby, I know, I know, I know it's all me again [?]
Baby, I know, I know, I know it's all me again

So much for a home run, I always swing for the fences
I got no one, I guess it's time to do some reflecting
You're on my mind more than I'd like to admit
All of our memories—I tried, I swear I tried to forget

But I can't let it go, at this point, it's not a joke
I can laugh all I want—at the end, I'm still alone
You're looking at me like I'm not here, and I'm not sure I am—I don't feel real
You're all I ever really cared about, I'm still not really sure how you feel

So much for a home run, I always swing for the fences
I got no one, I guess it's time to do some reflecting
You're on my mind more than I'd like to admit
All of our memories—I tried, I swear I tried to forget