"Mirage" lyrics
I'm the realest one that you've met
First to tell you that I'm a mess
No fake smiles when I'm upset
And I'm not embarrassed, I've been depressed
I feel stressed just livin' my life
It all feels wrong when it all goes right
I feel alright when my mind goes hazzy
I can't fly, but I'll fight like crazy
Crazy, how fast things change
Surprised I'm still alive at this age
I'm so scared of the passing time
My greatest fear is wastin' my life
Turns out there's nowhere to hide when what you fear is trapped inside
I'm so sorry if you can feel me 'cause I'm in love with the things that kill me
Oh my God
My whole world's one big facade
I can't take a world so fake
So fucking sick of this charade
I'm like, holy shit, I am such a hypocrite
Maybe life is what you make it
Maybe it's all a mirage, on God
I'm the fakest one that you know
The first to leave, the last one to show
The worst is smile, keep my mouth closed
'Cause I really don't care and I know you know
I've been tryin' to grow, I know it's not likely
Everyone I know been tryin' to fight me
We don't click, to put it politely
I know I'm sick and proving it nightly
Like, okay, I'm lost
Don't know how to get my point across
You want a smile, I'd rather not
But for you I'll put up this facade
If I could fake happiness, I would've
Used to think one day I could
'Cause I'd do anything for you
I just can't forget what I've been through
Oh my God
My whole world's one big facade
I can't take a world so fake
So fucking sick of this charade
I'm like, holy shit, I am such a hypocrite
Maybe life is what you make it
Maybe it's all a mirage, on God
Oh my God
Everything's fake, including me
Don't tell me what life could be
My God
Everyone's fake, including me
Fake as far as I can see
I'm the realest one that you've met
Oh so full of love and respect
I'm the fakest one that you've seen
'Cause I don't believe in anything
Oh my God
My whole world's one big facade
I can't take a world so fake
So fucking sick of this charade
I'm like, holy shit, I am such a hypocrite
Maybe life is what you make it
Maybe it's all a mirage, on God
First to tell you that I'm a mess
No fake smiles when I'm upset
And I'm not embarrassed, I've been depressed
I feel stressed just livin' my life
It all feels wrong when it all goes right
I feel alright when my mind goes hazzy
I can't fly, but I'll fight like crazy
Crazy, how fast things change
Surprised I'm still alive at this age
I'm so scared of the passing time
My greatest fear is wastin' my life
Turns out there's nowhere to hide when what you fear is trapped inside
I'm so sorry if you can feel me 'cause I'm in love with the things that kill me
Oh my God
My whole world's one big facade
I can't take a world so fake
So fucking sick of this charade
I'm like, holy shit, I am such a hypocrite
Maybe life is what you make it
Maybe it's all a mirage, on God
I'm the fakest one that you know
The first to leave, the last one to show
The worst is smile, keep my mouth closed
'Cause I really don't care and I know you know
I've been tryin' to grow, I know it's not likely
Everyone I know been tryin' to fight me
We don't click, to put it politely
I know I'm sick and proving it nightly
Like, okay, I'm lost
Don't know how to get my point across
You want a smile, I'd rather not
But for you I'll put up this facade
If I could fake happiness, I would've
Used to think one day I could
'Cause I'd do anything for you
I just can't forget what I've been through
Oh my God
My whole world's one big facade
I can't take a world so fake
So fucking sick of this charade
I'm like, holy shit, I am such a hypocrite
Maybe life is what you make it
Maybe it's all a mirage, on God
Oh my God
Everything's fake, including me
Don't tell me what life could be
My God
Everyone's fake, including me
Fake as far as I can see
I'm the realest one that you've met
Oh so full of love and respect
I'm the fakest one that you've seen
'Cause I don't believe in anything
Oh my God
My whole world's one big facade
I can't take a world so fake
So fucking sick of this charade
I'm like, holy shit, I am such a hypocrite
Maybe life is what you make it
Maybe it's all a mirage, on God
