"Love Me Not" lyrics

Woke up with your name still on my lips
Traced the ceiling, counting every miss
You said you'd call but the phone just sits
I don't know where I belong in this

Left your hoodie on the bedroom chair
Smells like summer, ocean, doesn't care
I keep checking if you're still out there
Baby tell me if I should or dare

'Cause I've been reading all the signs wrong
Staying up, writing this sad song
Do you want me here or not, come on
Just say the word and I'll be gone
Love me not, pick the petals 'til my fingers bleed
Love me, not - which one is it, which do you need
Spinning circles in your atmosphere so long
Love me not - just say it once so I can move on

Every maybe keeps me at the door
Don't know if I'm wanted anymore
You pull me in then drift to the shore
I'm tired of not knowing what I'm for

Rearranging words inside my head
Replaying everything you've ever said
Looking for a signal in the thread
Trying to read the living like the dead

The flowers don't know either, count them all
Petals on the floor down every hall
One more maybe and I'm going to fall
Either way I need you just to call

Love me not, pick the petals 'til my fingers bleed
Love me, not - I can't grow on maybe and need
Spinning circles in your atmosphere so long
Love me not - just say it once so I can be gone
I'd rather hear the no than live inside the not yet
I'd rather walk away than stay inside your maybe
The cruelest thing you ever did was leave me in between
Just love me or just don't, just say it so I finally know what you mean

Love me not, pick the petals 'til my fingers bleed
Love me, not - which one is it, just set me free
Spinning circles in your atmosphere so long
Love me not - I can't disappear until I know