"Orbit" lyrics

I mapped the distance between us twice
Calculated every risk and price
Told myself this time I'd think it through
Then you walked in and all that math fell through

I set alarms to keep myself in check
Reminded myself what comes next
But gravity doesn't care about my plans
And here I am again back in your hands

Every exit I find leads back to you
Every road I take bends back into your view
I've tried the logic, tried the letting go
But something in my body just won't follow what I know

Orbit, orbit, caught in your orbit
Orbit, orbit, I can't break the pull

Getting closer when I know I shouldn't be
You don't notice but I feel it completely
Tried to slow it down, tried to change the course
But you're the center and I can't find another source

Every rotation brings me back around
Every time I drift I hear your sound
I'm burning at the edges of your light
But I keep coming back to it every night

Losing all control, round and round I go
Spinning out but somehow staying whole
You'll never know, I'll never say it
Burning all alone and still I can't escape it

Orbit, orbit, caught in your orbit
Orbit, orbit, round and round your pull

I don't want a rescue
I don't want a way out
Just want to keep revolving
In the quiet of your doubt
I know this isn't healthy
I know what this will cost
But being in your orbit
Feels better than being lost

Orbit, orbit, caught in your orbit
Orbit, orbit, I'll never break this pull