"Alive" lyrics

I've never had much self esteem and always tend to self defeat
I tried to jump from the highest beam
Now I look back at things I've done everything that's under the sun
I count my blessings in the dark

Today I'm stronger and now I'm wiser
And I found meaning in the simple things in life
While you were sleeping I was scheming
That one day I would see my name in lights

I feel so alive when I'm on the edge
And I'm seeing red
I feel so alive yeah I've lost it all
But I still stand tall

Life tends to kick you when you're down you scream
But no one hears a sound and now you're lying on the floor
You wonder if it's worth fighting for
Don't lose faith and you will see

Today I'm stronger and now I'm wiser
And I found meaning in the simple things in life
While you were sleeping I was scheming
That one day I would see my name in lights

I feel so alive when I'm on the edge
And I'm seeing red
I feel so alive yeah I've lost it all
But I still stand tall

I still stand tall
So tall so tall