"Kodoku Ni Shisu, Yue Ni Kodoku. (孤独に死す、故に孤独。)" lyrics

[Romanized:]

Osaetsuke rare ikite kimashita "wasuretai" yori mo kietaikara
Wakatta furi no kimitachi o mite waraikaesu

Me no mae no kimitachi wa warainagara ikite iru ashita wa yoi koto arukara tte iukedo
Karugarushiku kotaeru kimitachi to wa hajime kara doko ka koko ga chigau

Kizu tsuku koto ga itsunomaniyara atarimae no koto no yō ni hora
Mata kizutsuketa kimitachi o mite waraikaesu

Chigau to negau no wa ushiromuki no yuiitsu no sukuideari...

Ash to ash

Kasa o sashita haiki-mono sa yume o chōdai
Kasa de kakushi nareta ore ni kimi mo chōdai
Kikoete iru kai?

[Japanese:]

押さえつけられ生きてきました 「忘れたい」よりも消えたいから
解ったふりの君達を視て 笑い返す

目の前の君達は笑いながら生きている 明日は良い事あるからって言うけど
軽々しく答える君達とは始めからドコかココが違う

傷付く事がいつの間にやら当たり前の事の様にほら
また傷つけた君達を視て 笑い返す

違うと願うのは後ろ向きの 唯一の救いであり...

Ash to ash

傘を差した 廃棄物さ 夢をちょうだい
傘で隠し なれた俺に 君もちょうだい
聞こえているかい?

[English translation:]

I have lived in restrict, I want to disappear more than to forget
I laugh back at people like you, who act like you understand

You people just live on laughing, saying something good will happen tomorrow
There was always something different about you and me and
The way you talk from the beginning

It's not unusual anymore to get hurt by you
So again when you hurt me, I just laugh back at you

Just wishing it wasn't real is my only negative way to escape...

Ash to ash

I am just garbage with an umbrella
So give me my dream
I am used to hiding underneath the umbrella
So I want you for me
Can you hear me?