"Raison Detre" lyrics
[Romanized:]
Itoshi sugite ita ne anogoro no boku wa itsu demo sō
Demo mō miakita yo ude ni betsu no hito ga iru ne
Sugu ni aisenaku nari nikushimi ga komiageru yo
Tataki kowashitaku naru boku no wagamama mo suki kai
Kotoba yori mo motto motomete ita
Karadadake o motomete ita yo
Kagami no mae de tada hitori enji kitta dōkeshi ga
Sotto boku no mae ni yori iu no sa
Kimi o kurushimeru no wa boku ka soretomo kanojo ka
Hitori no boku ga sasayaku no sa
Kidzuku koro ni wa kizutsukete ita
Wakari aenai boku ga iru yo
Kagami no mae de tada hitori enji kitta dōkeshi ga
Sotto boku no mae ni yori iu no sa
Kimi o kurushimeru no wa boku ka soretomo kanojo ka
Hitori no boku ga sasayaku no sa
Saigo wa kon'na katachi nante ki ga tōku naru hodo ni itakute
Menomaede kimi ga warai sakebu akai kamisori mitsumenagara
[Japanese:]
愛しすぎていたね あの頃の僕はいつでもそう
でももう見飽きたよ 腕に別の人がいるね
すぐに愛せなくなり 憎しみが込み上げるよ
叩き壊したくなる 僕の我がままも好きかい
言葉よりももっと求めていた
体だけを求めていたよ
鏡の前でただ1人演じきった道化師が
そっと僕の前に寄り言うのさ
君を苦しめるのは僕かそれとも彼女か
1人の僕が囁くのさ
気付く頃には傷つけていた
解り合えない僕がいるよ
鏡の前でただ1人演じきった道化師が
そっと僕の前に寄り言うのさ
君を苦しめるのは僕かそれとも彼女か
1人の僕が囁くのさ
最後はこんな形なんて 気が遠くなるほどに痛くて
目の前で君が笑い叫ぶ 赤いカミソリ見つめながら
[English translation:]
I loved you too much, that's what I always did back then
But I'm tired of watching you, I already have somebody else in my arms
Immediately, I cannot love you, hatred is welling up inside of me
I just want to destroy everything, do you like my selfishness as well?
I wanted more than I could say
I longed only for your body
In front of the mirror, a clown, the only person performing
Just came close to me and asked
Is it her or me that is torturing you?
I'm all alone and mumbling to myself
I had already hurt you before realizing it
Here I am, but we'll never understand each other
In front of the mirror, a clown, the only person performing
Just came close to me and asked
Is it her or me that is torturing you?
I'm all alone and mumbling to myself
I can't believe the end has come like this, I'm dizzy from the pain
You are laughing and screaming in front of me, looking at the blood-red razor
Itoshi sugite ita ne anogoro no boku wa itsu demo sō
Demo mō miakita yo ude ni betsu no hito ga iru ne
Sugu ni aisenaku nari nikushimi ga komiageru yo
Tataki kowashitaku naru boku no wagamama mo suki kai
Kotoba yori mo motto motomete ita
Karadadake o motomete ita yo
Kagami no mae de tada hitori enji kitta dōkeshi ga
Sotto boku no mae ni yori iu no sa
Kimi o kurushimeru no wa boku ka soretomo kanojo ka
Hitori no boku ga sasayaku no sa
Kidzuku koro ni wa kizutsukete ita
Wakari aenai boku ga iru yo
Kagami no mae de tada hitori enji kitta dōkeshi ga
Sotto boku no mae ni yori iu no sa
Kimi o kurushimeru no wa boku ka soretomo kanojo ka
Hitori no boku ga sasayaku no sa
Saigo wa kon'na katachi nante ki ga tōku naru hodo ni itakute
Menomaede kimi ga warai sakebu akai kamisori mitsumenagara
[Japanese:]
愛しすぎていたね あの頃の僕はいつでもそう
でももう見飽きたよ 腕に別の人がいるね
すぐに愛せなくなり 憎しみが込み上げるよ
叩き壊したくなる 僕の我がままも好きかい
言葉よりももっと求めていた
体だけを求めていたよ
鏡の前でただ1人演じきった道化師が
そっと僕の前に寄り言うのさ
君を苦しめるのは僕かそれとも彼女か
1人の僕が囁くのさ
気付く頃には傷つけていた
解り合えない僕がいるよ
鏡の前でただ1人演じきった道化師が
そっと僕の前に寄り言うのさ
君を苦しめるのは僕かそれとも彼女か
1人の僕が囁くのさ
最後はこんな形なんて 気が遠くなるほどに痛くて
目の前で君が笑い叫ぶ 赤いカミソリ見つめながら
[English translation:]
I loved you too much, that's what I always did back then
But I'm tired of watching you, I already have somebody else in my arms
Immediately, I cannot love you, hatred is welling up inside of me
I just want to destroy everything, do you like my selfishness as well?
I wanted more than I could say
I longed only for your body
In front of the mirror, a clown, the only person performing
Just came close to me and asked
Is it her or me that is torturing you?
I'm all alone and mumbling to myself
I had already hurt you before realizing it
Here I am, but we'll never understand each other
In front of the mirror, a clown, the only person performing
Just came close to me and asked
Is it her or me that is torturing you?
I'm all alone and mumbling to myself
I can't believe the end has come like this, I'm dizzy from the pain
You are laughing and screaming in front of me, looking at the blood-red razor
