"Eternal" lyrics

Where do we go at the end, when we walk with death?

I'm afraid, I don't live life for today
Obsessed with a vision that may never come to be
Always living life on repeat
Neglecting what's real for a fever dream
So at the end of the day
Just tell me, what was the cost?
What was the cost?
Is my time the only thing that's lost?

Search until I find
Is it worth everything if I'm so far behind?
I'm at the end of the line
Don't wait for me

Trading time like a currency
Never getting back the moments you give up
So don't beg for mercy
Always forced to chose between two loves
When it's said and done
Who waits for you through the gates up above?
When the light went away, and everything was dark
Was it worth all the damage that's done?

Search until I find
Is it worth everything if I'm so far behind?
I'm at the end of the line
And I'll trade out my place
I'm holding on to see the other side
Before I run out of time
Don't wait for me

If all my blood, sweat and tears
If this has all just led me here
I hope that it was worth it in the end
I wear my heart on my sleeve
If all the crossroads keep leading back to me, I'll know
I'll know that it was worth it in the end

Always on repeat
Obsessive visions in my brain are fading

If all my blood, sweat and tears
If this has all just led me here
(It's all just led me here)
I hope that it was worth it in the end
(In the end)
I wear my heart on my sleeve
If all the crossroads keep leading back to me, I'll know
(Leading back to me, I'll know)
I'll know that it was worth it in the end