"Exit Plan" lyrics

(It takes me breaks me down)
(Still up wondering if or how)
(I save myself)

I want to know what it feels like
Relief from the weight of everything
Always pulling me down and out
Still getting the worst of it how

Losing my grip
Taking everything in stride is it
Forgot what it's like to stop and breathe
Being one with the pain

It always feels that life is right at my throat
Holding me down and left to choke

It takes me breaks me down
Still up wondering if or how
I save myself
Hating who I am
I think I've got it figured out
My exit plan
Step back take one to the temple

I wish there were another way around
Sick of sitting here biting my nails to the bone
Looking for another option
Or a sign from above

I guess I can't find a higher purpose
Held to my head time and time again
Still seeing red and now it's out of focus
Drain the life out from my eyes
Just pull it
This is my exit
Held myself to a higher standard
Too late to start again

It takes me breaks me down
Still up wondering if or how
I save myself
Hating who I am
I think I've got it figured out
My exit plan
Step back take one to the temple