"Daniel's Interlude" lyrics

Did I ever tell you 'bout the person that ruined me?
Here's the problem, the reason you feel like you're not gettin' through to me
Before I learned to fuck, yeah, I learned about sex with her
Never cheated, was faithful and honest, I wasted my best with her
I gave her all of me, I gave her loyalty
She was close to everybody that was close to me
Said, she'd rather take her life than disappoint me
I guess she'd dead to me
She gave me five long years
Twenty-one lies
And a pussy that just follow both her wanderin' eyes
Since then I've made a point of tellin' myself
"If she can do it so can someone else"

Guess the things that I've seen
They make it hard to love
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh
They make it hard to love
And now a nigga like me
Maybe I'm hard to love
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh
Maybe I'm hard to love

Feels like every one I loved just did me dirty
It done started with my mom then every girl after that just made it worse
My mother was my partner
'Til she married a man she barely knew and let him treat me how he wants to
I've been into issues, intimacy issues
You wonder why I can't admit when I miss you
I know it ain't easy lovin' me
But I don't want you givin' up on me

Forgive me for the things that I've seen
They make it hard to love
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh
They make it hard to love
And now a nigga like me
Maybe I'm hard to love
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh
Maybe I'm hard to love

Just thinking 'bout it
Makes me feel weak
They say, "Men ain't allowed to cry"