"Damned" lyrics

Trapped in a cycle where the hope slowly dies
Stuck inside a place where the truth really lies
Separate my dreams from this twisted fate
Constant drain, can't live with pain

Hopefully up from here
I'm screamin' out, but no one hears
I might just disappear
(I might take my life tonight)

Damned if I do, and damned if I don't
This world ain't shit, I'm losin' hope
I tried my best to cope with the pain
But these cryptic thoughts live in my brain
Hopefully up from here
I'm screamin' out, but no one hears
I might just disappear
I might take my life tonight

Got my pistol, I keep a gun
All it'll take is one more wrong
Could end my pain, erase the numb
(I can't take much more of this)
(I'm tryin', I'm tryin')
(But I can't take much more of this)

Damned if I do, and damned if I don't
This world ain't shit, I'm losin' hope
I tried my best to cope with the pain
But these cryptic thoughts live in my brain
Hopefully up from here
I'm screamin' out, but no one hears
I might just disappear
I might take my life tonight

[?]

(Damned if I do, and damned if I don't)
(Da-da-da-damned if I do, and damned if I don't)

Damned if I do, and damned if I don't
This world ain't shit, I'm losin' hope
I tried my best to cope with the pain
But these cryptic thoughts live in my brain
Hopefully up from here
I'm screamin' out, but no one hears
I might just disappear
I might take my life tonight