"Box Of Wood" lyrics

See nothing happened like I thought it would
What I thought I could do
Don't seem possible no more
Been busy plotting but this box of wood
Call my name I should just spark one and call it good

But if I spark one I know my brain gon' tell me
"Fuck it, spark another"
I ain't go to college, I ain't even bother
I know that my parents wish I was like my brother
I do the same shit everyday and I wonder why the fuck I suffer
I guess it's my fault I'm a grimy mufucker
And if I go down then its cause I'm misunderstood
5-0 creepin through my window
All in all uh, I know
Its prolly just the wind blowing
Mad drugs all synthetic
Lost you soul all for aesthetic
Bad luck call been static
No more help, paranoid schizophrenic
And I know it sounds corny and cliche
But I can't hide today
I hear voices every day
And the shadows that I see
Holding hands surrounding me
While they dance, sing melodies
And I wonder
Why God?
I don't get it
Lost my soul all for aesthetic
Bad luck call been static
No more help, paranoid schizophrenic
And I know it sounds corny
But life just isn't for me

See nothing happened like I thought it would
What I thought I could do
Don't seem possible no more
Been busy plotting but this box of wood
Call my name I should just spark one and call it good
See nothing happened like I thought it would
What I thought I could do
Don't seem possible no more
Been busy plotting but this box of wood
Call my name I should just spark one and call it good