"oxycontin" lyrics

And I don't wanna feel like I lost you
80mg Oxycontin
Promising me from this horrible dream
When you wake up, you're still not gone
You're so fucking ugly when you're noddin'
80mg Oxycontin
You don't need to be who I want you to be
But you're so hard for me to love

Lately I'm feeling insane
Trying to argue and taking these opiates
Ain't for emotional pain
I know but kills are the same
I keep on banging my fist on the door
You nodded out after sending a text that was saying you don't want to live anymore
Later they tell me that you would've died if you stayed up and took anymore
Try to ignore like it ain't happen at all but I swore
I wouldn't put this up more times
I don't wanna love you to death
I see you hit the bottom and fell through
Hit the next floor and felt there were two
But I don't know how I can help you when you don't help too

But I'll sit here and hold you again
And tell you everything is okay
I just wanna know you again
Promise me that you're gonna stay

I don't wanna feel like I lost you
80mg Oxycontin
Promising me from this horrible dream
When you wake up, you're still not gone
You're so fucking ugly when you're noddin'
80mg Oxycontin
You don't need to be who I want you to be
But you're so hard for me to love

And you say not to call the police I know, I know
But when I'm worried it gets harder to sleep I don't, I don't
Having some moments, a moment I don't know
Have I been managing all the height alone
Then I start poppin' a couple just to see
And I got hooked on them too
I knew I'm at risk
Watching you battle it, mama, Norm, your kid
I saw what it did
And that's the same exact spot you were in

I need you to hold me again
And tell me everything is okay
Like you did when I was a kid
Promise me that you're gonna stay

I don't wanna feel like I lost you
80mg Oxycontin
Promising me from this horrible dream
When you wake up, you're still not gone
You're so fucking ugly when you're noddin'
80mg Oxycontin
Running through the leaves of this family tree
Plucking everyone off slow