"Lonely" lyrics

(Great John on the beat by the way)
Aye, uh

I done had it rough, I done made it through the night
I know it's gettin' tough, but it's plenty of the fights
They got me locked down, but I still can send a kite
I know she not the best, but it's more than what I like
I don't need nobody to tell me how to feel
And I'm a real nigga so you know I keep it real
I left it in the past and the future I'ma build
But a nigga never love, 'cause that love will get you killed

Sometimes I rather be lonely, a lot of people be phony
A lot of niggas hate low-key, I ran out of love slowly
Shawty said ''Come hold me'', but you know I can get cozy
You know this only last shortly, 'cause I just rather be lonely

Got shit to lose, I be damned a nigga stop me
My heart confused, I can't love someone probably
Ain't have a clue that this love could be toxic
I'm on the mills and this brain no stoppin'
Got somethin' to prove, 'cause a lot of niggas doubt me
She want me too while the other one love me
I ain't a fool, she just want me for my pockets
If she a mood, I might fuck her as a option

Like why me?
You know I trust none
You tryna love me when my heart fucked up
I need peace, I am my last one
Come tryna find me, you'll end up in the dark
Sometimes I rather be lonely
Sometimes I rather be lonely

Sometimes I rather be lonely, a lot of people be phony
A lot of niggas hate low-key, I ran out of love slowly
Shawty said ''Come hold me'', but you know I can get cozy
You know this only last shortly, 'cause I just rather be lonely