"Lost Feelings" lyrics

(Great John on the beat by the way)

I gave you all my heart, but then you left me in the cold
The Bible said ''Forgive'', but what you did, that shit was wrong
It get lonely in the dark, but it feel better on my own
I should marry all these drugs, 'cause they was there when I'm alone
I go hop up in my V12 when I'm in my zone
And if I ever see 12, then you know I'm gone
A nigga probably seen hell, I been living wrong
I sent her to the voicemail, blocked her off my phone

Like, girl, you know my heart cold, ain't no lovin' me
I used to love before, but everytime my heart mislead
Like, girl, you know I want you, you be wanting me
A nigga lovin' hard feelings, always runnin' deep
I'm tired of all that fake love, don't be lovin' me
Like if we gonna break up, why we even meet?
And if we gonna make up, why you even leave?
Like why you even say stuff that you never mean?
Aye, aye

You got me in my bag, in my Birkin
The pain woke me up, though I'm hurtin'
Speedin' through that storm, yeah, I'm swervin'
Shorty on my dick, used to curve me
I be tryna laugh when I'm hurtin'
Takin' all these drugs, I be turnin'
Gotta shake it off, bigger purpose
I'm runnin' out of tears, it's time to purchase
You got me in my bag, in my Birkin
The pain woke me up, though I'm hurtin'
Speedin' through that storm, yeah, I'm swervin'
Shorty on my dick, used to curve me

I be tryna laugh when I'm hurtin'
Takin' all these drugs, I be turnin'
Gotta shake it off, bigger purpose
I'm runnin' out of tears, it's time to purchase

I gave you all my heart, but then you left me in the cold
The Bible said ''Forgive'', but what you did, that shit was wrong
It get lonely in the dark, but it feel better on my own
I should marry all these drugs, 'cause they was there when I'm alone
I go hop up in my V12 when I'm in my zone
And if I ever see 12, then you know I'm gone
A nigga probably seen hell, I been living wrong
I sent her to the voicemail, blocked her off my phone