"between my lies" lyrics

Can't even lie to myself no I'm not gonna make it
I can't keep keep drowning myself in bottled medication
Sick and tired of hiding all my broken pieces
Always say that I'm fine even though I don't mean it

Cause I'm
Bleeding, when I tell you that I'm okay
I'm screaming, but I can't find the words to say
I'm pleading, somebody come look right into my eyes and
Read between my lies

Had enough
I give up
Coming up with an excuse
I been stuck
Outta luck
It's time to face the truth
Sick and tired of hiding all my broken pieces
Always say that I'm fine even though I don't mean it

Cause I'm
Bleeding, when I tell you that I'm okay
I'm screaming, but I can't find the words to say
I'm pleading, somebody come look right into my eyes and
Read between my lies
I'm broke down, and buried up to my chest
I'm tied down, alone up in my own head
I'm greyed out, somebody come look right into my eyes and
Read between my lies

I still beg for redemption
But I know the damage is done
Yeah I know the damage is done

Dying inside of my mind
Living a lie
Carrying deadweight
Choking on all my regrets
Run out of breath
No one can save me
Why do you turn away from the pain in eyes
I need an escape
Read between my lies

I'm
Bleeding, when I tell you that I'm okay
I'm screaming, but I can't find the words to say
I'm pleading, somebody come look right into my eyes and
Read between my lies
I'm broke down, and buried up to my chest
I'm tied down, alone up in my own head
I'm greyed out, somebody come look right into my eyes and
Read between my lies