"Javabean" lyrics

I sit back and count blessings
Take into account the amount of the stressing that I went through
Until I modified the settings can't dent through my armor
Motherfuckers keep forgetting who it is
I'm the motherfucking enemy
Dead ends got no friends everyone is dead to me
And this the truth that I speak
Keep it real like information on database leaks
Get to the point like the summit of a pyramid
Sold out shows on the road hoe period
Didn't want to listen to my message back then
Tough luck try and hit me now boy I ain't hearing it
Things that never used to make sense now do
Change of scenery got that out of town view
Knockout in the first round ain't no round two
Not a lot of people seen the depths I been down to
My shoulders they both frozen that's not chosen
That's how it is closed off is the motion
Jack of all trades man of many talents
Can't take my ways it keeps throwing off your balance
Go sip a beer and shed a tear or something
You acting soft just like an English muffin with some decent stuffing
I never needed nothing I'll come around when I cease to function
Flight risk might leave the country
Illustrious not a beginner
On my side I just thrive don't miss like gunslingers
Fittest ever to survive ready for a cold winter
Ready for a cold winter