"Viola" lyrics

Growing pains separated lonely and I know it best
Spending my days to bottle up the gloom if I could only rest
Looking up at the sky and begging for another chance to get
To free my soul getting up out this hole that is a fucking mess

Yet to overcome thoughts let them overrun
I've shed and overdone too, bled and I have won
Yet to overcome thoughts let them overrun
I've shed and overdone too, bled and I have won

Having trouble trying to find a purpose
Right beneath the surface lies the rot
It punctured the perfect in me on the dot
Now was it worth it only thing to show for it is all them verses
Ten minus one nine tailed fox is growing a burden
Now the grass turning yellow awaiting on the other side
Passing up through the meadow full of hatred cause the lover died
Expressing myself never gets any easier I swear to God
Clouded fog mist moving around me this not no facade
Draw the sword draw the sword hear the steel screech
Kill the host of leech and wait patient until the seal breach
Think you could last inside of my head now that's a real reach
Two enemies coming from both sides they get a heel each
Pick up the scattered shards no matter hard it may be
Keep moving no matter how many tries it'll take me
Chin up even when I'm shattered take the past and break the pattern
But even if even so and even lately I've

Yet to overcome thoughts let them overrun
I've shed and overdone too, bled and I have won
Yet to overcome thoughts let them overrun
I've shed and overdone too, bled and I have won