"Healed" lyrics

Here I am again
Only as a friend
And I hate it
I tell myself it's the last time
Said the same thing last night
But now I mean it

It's always the same
You're leaving me in shame
And I hate it
But it's
Easier not to mention
Fooling myself for attention
Hiding my feelings

I don't
Don't wanna talk
Talk about us
You had my trust
But you broke it
Why do you just keep me waiting
Believe in every word you're saying

When I, I need to go
And be alone
But you won't let me
Yeah, you know my hearts still bleeding
But you don't give me time to heal it

Act like you don't know
What is going on
And I hate it
And I wonder
Would you hate me
If I'm your longer your maybe
Oh, I'm just asking

I know I drive you mad
But you don't exactly
Make me happy
And that's how we
Just let it be
Oh, and I hate it
Oh, I hate it

And I don't
Don't wanna talk
Talk about us
You had my trust
But you broke it
Why do you just keep me waiting
Believe in every word you're saying

When I, I need to go
And be alone
But you won't let me
Yeah, you know my hearts still bleeding
But you don't give me time to heal it