"Monster" lyrics

Painted a picture, I wanted to make sure that
Everything's perfect, the trouble is worth it, I
I almost believed it, I blinded myself with lies
And now it's so obvious you never wanted us

And all this time I have tried
To make sure you're doing fine

So why'd you make me feel like I was a monster?
You made me believe that I didn't want you
But I never tried to shut you down
Now didn't I tell you that I did, I did it all for you?
Still made me feel like I was a monster
I was a monster

Years down the line everything will be fine, I know (Mm, mm)
Maybe we'll laugh and pretend that nothing happened? Oh (Mm, mm)
But I'll lie if I said I don't think of you all the time (Mm, mm)
But steady and slowly, a little less lonely now (Mm, mm)

And all this time I have tried
To make sure you're doing fine

So why'd you make me feel like I was a monster? (Ah-ah-ah)
You made me believe that I didn't want you (Ah-ah-ah)
But I never tried to shut you down
Now didn't I tell you that I did, I did it all for you?
Still made me feel like I was a monster
I was a monster

(Ah-ah-ah)
I was a monster
(Ah-ah-ah)

Why'd you make me feel like I was a monster?
Yeah, you made me believe that I didn't want you (Ah-ah-ah)
But I never tried to shut you down
Now didn't I tell you that I did, I did it all for you?
Still made me feel like I was a monster
I was a monster